I like to go back 
Once in a while
To six months ago
Those prettier pages 

To where we first met 
How out hearts danced 
And those anticipated
Late night talks 

To the places
You would bring us 
Just you and me
No one else mattered 

To when we sang 
Across the distance
Your eyes held mine
Young blood raced

Wonder how it felt
Like a lifetime ago
Made out of hell
But did we come out fine?

Now I stay up 
Episodes after episodes
Hanging to the promise
The one you can't keep

used to see us in forever
now its gone

maybe God realised 
he made it too easy
he is putting a twist on the script

Do what you love,

cause even in the hardest times, you'll find little sprinkles of joy in it.

There was once where we got half the bus to ourselves,
twenty minutes ride felt like a road trip,
voices chorded in sweet masculinity.
infinite surprises from babes. chapter1 meets 2,
Blessed, i definitely was. i had everything

There was once i woke up to breakfast and candles,
eggs in toast with love,
downed it in seconds and rushed to work, 
still there was a moment when everything felt right. 
Love, knew how exactly it felt. chapter1 said goodbye

Then there was once i spent half a day with myself,
slice of red velvet and an empty chair,
the night touring with someone i barely knew,
songs sang while weak fire flickered. chapter2 misplaced
I wasn't looking forward to 365 days later,

God knows how it would be like.

I thought it was over but oh god i was so wrong.
And shit cause someone's gonna get me for this

maybe he's right

it is not over yet

thought i finally did

but on this bridge i am still standing on

somewhere in the misty middle

no sights of the end

and i thought to myself

here we go again